"And while you’re off fucking your new girlfriend, the ditzy stoner with a bad dye job. I hope memories of me hit you like a train. I hope you remember that I was the one that talked to you all night when your grandma died and it was me that held you in my arms on the days where all you wanted was to be dead to the world. I hope you remember when we made KD in our underwear and that you kissed me while I was sitting on the kitchen counter. I hope you remember that I was the one who sat through those horribly made horror movies with you just to make you smile and that I was the one who listened to you rant on and on about how much of an asshole your dad was. I hope you remember that I was the one that convinced you to quit smoking cigarettes and that I was the one that always accepted your dumb apologies. I hope you remember that it was always me. You know it was. I hope you know that it was always you too. I hope you remember that I loved all of you. I hope you know it was exhausting. But above all, I hope you’re happy."
remember like 2 years ago when christmas stopped feeling like christmas for some reason
I: I really messed up this time and theres no going back.
II: I’m sorry.
III: I never meant to hurt you in the process of hurting myself.
IV: Sometimes it hurts to breathe and sometimes it hurts to be me.
V: You should of given up on me a long time ago.
VI: I am destruction.
VII: I love you, but I love hurting myself more."
I’m a teenager why does my back hurt I’m not 70 years old
*Mom voice* it’s that damn computer again
single, not sure how to mingle